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My second child and our first daughter, Camille, died and was born on June, 30 2011 when I was full term at 38 weeks pregnant. I gave birth to my rainbow baby, a second daughter, on August 31, 2012. This is me trying to figure out how to be a mother to my living son and daughter and function in society after our tragic loss.

Sunday, February 5, 2012

King of Sorrow

This songs sums up a lot of my feelings...

Sade: King of Sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
And there inside our private war
I died the night before
And all of these remnants of joy and disaster
What am I suppose to do

I want to cook you a soup that warms your soul
But nothing would change, nothing would change at all
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder if this grief will ever let me go
I feel like I am the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I suppose I could just walk away
Will I disappoint my future if I stay
It's just a day that brings it all about
Just another day and nothing's any good

The DJ's playing the same song
I have so much to do
I have to carry on
I wonder will this grief ever be gone
Will it ever go
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
The king of sorrow

I'm crying everyone's tears
I have already paid for all my future sins
There's nothing anyone
Can say to take this away
It's just another day and nothing's any good

I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow
I'm the king of sorrow, yeah
King of sorrow
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11 comments:

  1. AnonymousFebruary 5, 2012 at 4:28 PM

    Sending love and hugs Renel....

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  2. BrookeFebruary 5, 2012 at 4:37 PM

    You're not alone. I know it doesn't fix anything, but I hope it helps to remember that you're not walking this road by yourself. I'm sorry it's so hard right now.

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  3. michelleFebruary 5, 2012 at 5:52 PM

    Good song, It really gets the gist of grief and how it can feel.Thinking of you, shedding a tear with you. xo

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  4. PaulaFebruary 5, 2012 at 5:55 PM

    Wow great song. I have never heard that one before. Funny how a song can describe pain so well.

    Love to you my friend.

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  5. AoifeFebruary 6, 2012 at 3:56 AM

    I'm sorry you're feeling so blue. I'm hoping for brighter days ahead xx

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  6. Catherine WFebruary 6, 2012 at 2:16 PM

    Sending love to you Renel xo

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  7. Mary BethFebruary 7, 2012 at 9:53 AM

    Lots of love and hugs to you, my friend. xo

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  8. NatashaFebruary 7, 2012 at 4:46 PM

    Thinking of you.....xoxo

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  9. JanetFebruary 7, 2012 at 5:50 PM

    Thanks for sharing this. xoxo

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  10. TashFebruary 8, 2012 at 3:15 AM

    Thinking of you friend, and sending love. x

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  11. DandelionBreezeFebruary 12, 2012 at 6:21 PM

    Beautiful words... thank you for sharing :) xoxo

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